For almost a year now i’ve been having different symptoms of depression. Sometimes i have terrible thoughts about my mother dying or myself. I dont want anything bad to happen to her of course, but these thoughts just fill my mind.
Sometimes its physical, i dont cut myself or anything like that…but sometimes i become very anxious and get chest pains, and i feel weak and i become dizzy.
My weight is an issue too…it goes up and down every single day. I’m very concerned about my weight so i weight myself every single day. Sometimes, i force myself to throw up.
I have feelings of withdrawl sometimes…i dont do any heavy drugs, the only thing i have done and still do is smoke marijuana but never anything else…
I cry REALLY easily. specially when i start thinking about my life. i tear at any moment even if i’m just watching some television.
I dont want to wake up in the mornings anymore because i hate having to go thru the day..i get aggrivated REALLY easily and everything pisses me off.
Its super hard for me to talk to anyone about how i feel so i always fake it when i’m around people..
whats wrong and how can i fix it? please help.
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First of all, chest pain is a very serious issue. Any time you experience it you should go straight to the hospital. Second of all, you should also go to the hospital when you are feeling suicidal because they will keep you safe and get you help. These people can help with your depression
it sounds like you have a bit of an anxiety disorder. Chest pains and heart palpitations are some effects of such. I suggest that you see a psychiatrist to properly diagnose you.
Dump the marijuana. It’s messing with your brain.
Wow you sound just like me, except I do cut…
Your chest pain, weakness, and dizziness are all most likely panic attacks brought on by your anxiety. Panic attacks are nothing to really worry about, though you should see a doctor for a proper diagnosis, but I have suffered from panic attacks since I was about 11 (I’m almost 15 now). Panic attacks can feel like you are about to die, but really, it is all in your head…not that you’re crazy.
PLEASE don’t act upon your suicidal thoughts, no matter how terrible life seems now, it will get better…I promise. And I also ask that you try and not purge, I sound hypocritical but it really can kill you by rupturing your esophagus or you could just starve to death, even though you are eating your body gets nothing.
PLEASE if ever you want to talk I will be glad to help you!!
Try livelaughlove82992@yahoo.com or e_williams456@yahoo.com
I hope everything turns out ok!!
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